
Time to shake and roll the dice on my every day game: am I ill? Am I just saying I’m ill because that means some of the pressure comes off my artwork, and it doesn’t represent me-at-my-best, rather – me-but-trust-me-I-can-make-better-than-this.
Do I need an excuse to feed tutors when they look at the work I make and raise an eyebrow? Or am I really, honestly ill? My head has split on and off for weeks. Today I fell asleep in the day and couldn’t get back up.
The difference between Ludwig and Techo is that whereas they both have these can-I-go-into-today moments, Techo usually wins the battle and gets to work, and Ludwig usually loses the battle.